Wednesday, July 25, 2007

The depth of you

God is moving in a huge way inside me. I can feel it. The deeper I go with him, the deeper he takes me. It's like uprooting a tree, only to find another tree to uproot and on and on. Seems that there are scars being found that I didn't even know existed. I'm done with trying to do this on my own. I'm done with human effort. I want to live in the presence of God at all times. How is this obtained. Love God with all your heart...working on that, love your neighbor as yourself...oh crap. How is it that I can see the transformation in myself but have a hard time believing the possibility in others? Maybe the transformation is rooted in the wrong thing. When did my ego become so large? I've fought my own flesh so hard but sometimes I think it's really who I am. Human effort isn't enough, I need you. I need to be radically transformed from the inside by the Holy Spirit. I need to stop tell you what you can do for me and start asking what I can do for you. Please Lord, take me deeper. Grow my faith and help me rely on you.